Picture~

Picture, haha, today me and my friend too some funny photo!
All of us just like JUMPING for one and a half hour!
Hah, so now i'm tired, but,
still, i'm not sleepy at all.
The funny things is, I laugh for the whole day, and now
i can't even laugh, reason? NO MOOD!!! Is this been saying by the old people
that we should not play too much in the noon,
or not we could not sleep, or not we
will cry in the middle night!!
lol, anyway...
TODAY WE TAKE SOME NICE PICTURE!!

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第一次～

今年，我有很多人生中的第一次
第一次当兵，
第一次上大学，
第一次考大学试，
第一次因为大学成绩出了而害怕，
第一次半夜五点不睡觉，
第一次...
很多的第一次...


中秋节，
还是第一次自己度过，
没有香喷喷的白饭，我最爱的白切鸡，我最爱的汤！
只有自己和一大班朋友度过！
可是天公不作美，
竟然...
下起雨来！

唉，不过没关系，
还是和朋友们过了中秋，
可是还是想念家里的浓汤与白饭！

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简短的～～～

生平第一次，觉得自己的路走得有点歪。
前面一片黑暗，为什么当初我要拿中文系，为什么当初不读好书考好spm！！
真的不太懂耶！只好怪我当时太傻太天真！以为我很聪明，结果什么都不是！
唉.....................................................................

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DIOS MEO!!!

夜已深，房里无聊的打着blog，觉得好像有些傻，有些孤独！！上了大学，妈妈常说要努力读书，要懂事，可是怎么总觉得好像还是和以前一样，幼稚，无聊，一样傻傻的...难道我真的长不大！？

I just took my exam yesterday, i thought i should correct all, i should know how to do all the question...but, all was just "I THOUGHT"...er hmmm, i thought, nice word, i really, mother's fucker i thought!!! i did it wrongly, i lost all the marks, i think...again, i think...shit, once again i found out i'm not really good in math, even the easiest things, GRAPH!!!

Shit, i really wanna ask, what kind of brain i have, poor in math, poor in everything...listen...is EVERYTHING!!!! Sometimes i'll ask, am i really that kind of useless...god...maybe i am...

shout out loud...DIOS MEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINE...I'LL BE MORE HARDWORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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PLKN Terkok

WOW, two month, i cant believe i stay in Camp Terkok for two month. I still remember when i 1st got the letter from JLKN, i was just...WHAT THE F***, why me? Why i'm always the unlucky one...WHY???? The 1st day i reach the camp, i'm like...OMG, what the stupid camp, such a hot place such a dirty place, even we got no water when we bath...

But in the end, i doesn't really want to leave, i really miss camp Terkok lots!! i miss my friends, i miss my jurulatih over there, though they're very noisy, i miss the life in camp, i miss the insects sound very night when i sleep, i miss everythings over there, even the food, though its always spicy...

Three month, maybe a very time for somebody, but, i don't regret going for the NS, cause i get to learn a lot of things that other people doesn't really got to know and learn...uhmm, like how to use a M16 gun, playing flying fox...and many more!!

Here i got to say, guys don't try to avoid NS, once you got in it, i'm sure you will like it...TRUST ME!!!

And friend, i miss you all, especially Shirleen, Ten, Xue Li(my lizard eye), pikachiu...haha, i miss the time we talk together, i miss the moment we sing in the bathroom, though, we got scold by the teacher...hehe...and sure i also miss all the friend in camp, sorry i can't mention all of your name, if not my blog will as long as a yellow page phonebook...so...i just can say to everyone...I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!

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All i Have to Dream Dream Dream~~~

It is such a hot day, for a whole day long i keep on sweating sweating and sweating...arrrg~~~i really hope tat i'm staying in a four season country!!! At least i doesn't need to stay in the damn hot weather for 365 DAYS~~~~~~!!!! HOT HOT HOT!!!

I always to think that i can leave Malaysia, and stay in a country that i always hope to be there...but...for 17 years i'm still staying here, seems like...god doesn't heard what i want and what i always hope!!!

WHY!!?? ohh, i know sure you guys will ask me why!! why i wanna leave Malaysia!! Ahha~~let me explain why, i love their weather, i love their race,eh~~they're white man...i love their lifestyle, i love the scenery, and there are staying four gorgeous and with a very beautiful vocal men that i'm loving for ten years~~~


OMG, question again!!? Who are they, isn't your boy friend?!!? Nope, they are not my boy friend they're just very important to me, but of course i always wants to be their GIRLFRIEND!!!!


Haha, thats why i always wants to be one of the citizen of that country!!!! HAHA~~~


Opsss~~~sorry seems like i have not answers the question that you guys asked just now!!!
OK~~the place is IRELAND...eh, don't know!!!??? ok, it is beside ENGLAND~~
And the four gorgeous and with a beautiful vocal men, that state a very important place in my heart is~~~~~~~~~~WESTLIFE...
don't tell me that you don't know them...i'll kill you~~~They are a very famous BOY BAND OK~~~


OKAY~~~Bye guys, i'm going to bed now, hope that i can have i nice dream, dream to see them and dream to staying in Ireland...

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原来无法挡！

古语说有云，我们都该抱着人人为我，我为人人的态度！ 可是互相残杀的社会中我们是否还有这种观念呢！？

在场的人或许会有争吵地说，有啊！ 怎么没有呢！？ 也或许有人说，当然没有啊，这种人早在八百年先就绝种了！！ 不管怎么说都好，在本人身边就有一个，呵呵， 她或许就是哪一个从八百年前过六关，斩六将才生存的下来吧！

可是最近， 发觉她的生活有点苦。苦...在于什么，哈哈，因为她有点元气已尽了...慢着不是你们所想的那种， 而是她那种人人为我，我为人人的精神快用完了，她...有点累了，她累了十几年的付出的到的只是...她一味的付出！！ 唉，付出也无所谓，可是还受到朋友的冷言冷语！！看吧这就是人的心态！！

看到这些所发生在他身上的事，我发觉...这个世界上还真得没有了人人为我，我为人人了！或许你们会认为我自私吧! 可是为别人付出，可是的到的是别人的讽刺，我...绝对不会做！！

Because i understand deeply, you helped somebody but they may not help you...NOT EVEN ONCE!!!!

To the girl who i'm talking to, i really want you to know, nothing to be selfish! Come on, follow what your soul want you to do!!!!

以上只是本人的观点，绝对没有误导的成分！！！除了她以外！！

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